Frame of Reference

Dusk used to be my favorite time of the day, when the lightening bugs came out and the sky turned a dark blue. But I think I've found a new fascination with Dawn. It's just so quiet and beautiful. I could just be being sentimental though. Here's a picture I took of the sunrise....

I'm so distracted and unfocused....it's insane!!

I was carrying my laundry across the grass with my headphones blaring and no one in sight to catch me lip sinc-ing when I saw this baby snake. It was like one of those moments in the novels you read in high school. The moments you end up discussing for like an hour, until you are totally bored of the subject. The main character's epiphany...yeah. Anyway, I watched it cross in front of me and all I could think of is "where is it going?" I mean, does it know? Is it self aware?....which led me to "where am I going?" Yeah, I know I'm being totally retarded and self-centered, but it made me laugh thinking back on it. Just another monday :p

I kind of have this recurring dream that I am going to perish in a car accident. Usually there is a tornado involved somehow and usually everyone just rolls their eyes and laughs when I tell them about some of my dreams. They can be VERY bizarre, but they ARE dreams for goodness sake! Anyway, I do have a point. Yesterday I was stopped behind a car in a very busy intersection of Knoxville when I got plowed from behind. My bumper is M.I.A. and my car looks quite the worse for it. And on top of it, the driver that hit me is only 16 and has a restricted liscense. I'm not upset really and I felt really bad for her. What bothers me is this awful luck I have with vehicles. I mean, if it was ME that was getting into all of these accidents and whatnot then I would have something physical to worry about and or improve. (like my driving skills). But no, everything that has happened has really been beyond my control.....therefore the fear is getting stronger that this trend isn't going to ...