I watched "A wrinkle in Time" this weekend. It was one of my favorite books growing up, next to quite a few others. It didn't translate well, but it made me cry... nonetheless. I saw you this evening. I always think I might. It's not a fear but a conscious possibility. I thought about saying hi, but then I remembered the lyrics to that ed sheeran song... "you looked happier". I thought my phone my light up. Tell me that you're alright without me answering. It didn't. I thought of reaching out to the person who was there for me that night. It sometimes feels like that night replays in my head, or reality, but it's not that person's responsibility to be there for phantom nights. We tried to watch 'The land before time". Another favorite from past times. But I forgot the mother died and the young boy cried, and then my young boy cried and we stopped. We hugged and cried together and just like Little Foot says, It's not fair....