Frame of Reference

Had a plan to cook fried rice and chicken. We ordered pizza instead. Finished Stranger Things. I dug it. Very nostalgic. The boys and I are playing with photography. I'm teaching them a bit here and there. This is a picture that they ended up taking. Color me impressed.

I think I have everything smoothed out as far as school goes. For the moment anyway. It is such a bizarre feeling only taking two classes. I suppose it's going to feel even more bizarre in a mere three months. I'm just now feeling a bit more human. That sickness (pneumonia) kicked my ass... for long time!! I binged watch Shameless and Wynonna Earp. Both with the feels and the laughter. Love it!

I got "walking" pneumonia for the first time in 2000. A parting gift from San Antonio. Just diagnosed again... I can't say enough about the doctor though. She understood the shitty insurance and the not being able to stay in a hospital issue kids situation. Couldn't do much about the insane medication prices. Even generic, cost me a kidney. Jesus.

Tomorrow is the big day. Boy #1 and I start school again. My final semester. A second internship? Possibly. I was supposed to have one already, I found out tonight. Not off to a good start, but am I ever? Going to wing it and I'm going to crush it. I recommend the movie Comet. However you can watch it, watch it. A trip. Tears. Literally almost all dialogue with parallel universes.... which I normally hate, but this?? This I dug. Time? Who needs it. Should be a painting. My whole life I've felt like I'm doing things that I haven't properly trained for, or been educated in, but it works out. Art... photography... family...  jobs... school... You know why I think it works out? Because I'm not afraid to fail. I'm not afraid to press wrong buttons or mess up in a fantastical manner. I'm not afraid to make a fool of myself or admit that I'm wrong -> in those situations. Narcissism or truth?