Frame of Reference

Sleep did not want to stick around. Challenge accepted and turned into opportunity. Alberto was all talk and no action in our parts. I'm not complaining, I did get a couple of cool shots in the past couple of days. Viola! The anniversary of my sisters' death is this weekend. All sorts of thoughts and emotions swirling... much like the waves. 

I was sitting at a food truck downtown. The weather was beautiful, I was in great company, the food was amazing, the view was awesome, and I realized... This is peace, this is being happy with me and my life. In that moment I was able to feel so grateful and appreciative of everything and everyone around me. I remember the feeling of looking for happiness in other people. A hard lesson for sure, but I am better for it. I know now what it feels like to find happiness in myself, separate of a relationship or pseudo-ships. It's one thing to know it in your heart that you are degrading yourself, it's another to experience the freedom from that. To not only have escaped it, but to have grown from it. Positive vibes, forward. Credit to "Intelligence is sexy". Another quite lovely song that I've been playing over and over:  MUNA: I Know A Place