Frame of Reference

Dreams. About 4 in half years ago I had surgery on my foot. The surgeon broke one of my bones and put it back together with two pins. It apparently was growing crooked and the pins are to help keep it straight. Anyway it hasn't really given me any problems since then. The night before last I had a really strange dream that I was being prepped for surgery on this same foot. They were inserting IV's and giving me something to relax. One of the assistants was telling me that the doctor would be right with me and everything was exactly like a prep room before they wheel you back for surgery. Last night I had a dream that something bit me.....yes, on this same foot. I didn't see what bit me, and it wasn't bleeding. It was turning a bright bright red though. I wasn't that worried about it. For some reason the doctors I work for were there and didn't seem that worried about it either. But suddenly I couldn't breathe and my tongue was swelling! It was the weirdest f...

Hiya! I had an amazing christmas! My mom and I made this great breakfast pizza thing early this morning while we waited for my aunt to show up. We made a bisquit crust with shredded hashbrowns, scrambled eggs, and cheese...and some sausage. It turned out surprisingly well. Then, it was present time! woooo hooo!! We all really had a great christmas in the department. I think everyone got what they wanted and then some! I just wish I had tons of money to buy my family and friends EVERYTHING that they wanted. After that, it was homeward bound! Fun cleaning house ensued. LOL It was a good day!

Ding dong merrily on high, In heav'n the bells are ringing Ding dong! verily the sky Is riv'n with angel singing. Gloria, Hosanna in excelsis! I think that is my favorite Christmas carol! Well, this year anyway. Especially when it's sung by this woman with a British accent, just lovely! No comment, Harry! Ooohhh, and Trans Siberian Orchestra with Christmas Eve, Sarajevo ....oohhhh and Enya's Silent Night in Gaelic. *laughs* I'm soooo excited..just ONE MORE DAY! *jumps up and down excitedly* I will have to stay very busy tomorrow and wear myself out or I will not sleep at all tomorrow night. I know, I am like a child, and in more ways than one! But I'm just so HAPPY this year. It's shaping up to be an incredible year, full of incredible people...and I am a very lucky girl indeed. So, HAPPY HOLIDAYS to everyone!!

You say the word You know I will find you Or if you need some time I don't mind I don't hold on To the tail of your kite I'm not like the girls that you've known But I believe I'm worth coming home to Kiss away night This girl only sleeps with butterflies With butterflies ~Tori Amos I haven't even started my christmas 'gathering' of stuff. *grumbles* But oh well, I'm not really worried. Things have a way of working themeselves out. I really think people (me included) overthink things and worry too much! It can't really be helped I suppose. It's really human nature to always want to fix a problem or get rid of stress anyway possible and as soon as possible. But sometimes, sometimes it's nice to just "not", to let whatever is going to happen, happen on it's own.

So I took this personality test. It was pretty accurate if I say so myself...here's me: INTJ = Introverted iNtuitive Thinking Judging To outsiders, INTJs may appear to project an aura of "definiteness", of self-confidence. This self-confidence, sometimes mistaken for simple arrogance by the less decisive. This is pretty true. I'm always told that I give a "snobbish" first impression. INTJs are perfectionists, with a seemingly endless capacity for improving upon anything that takes their interest. This isn't always a good thing. Especially where my art is concerned. I can never leave it alone because I always see these little mistakes. Personal relationships, particularly romantic ones, can be the INTJ's Achilles heel. While they are capable of caring deeply for others (usually a select few), and are willing to spend a great deal of time and effort on a relationship, the knowledge and self-confidence that make them so successful in other areas ...

I'm really feeling the Holiday Spirit this year!! Could be because I'm getting knocked over the head with it everywhere I turn! I mean, it's kind of hard not too when you are surrounded by holiday music, decorations, commercials, t.v. specials....oh and people who are a little bit -CRAZY- about the holiday. *lol* Now we just need one good snow, but preferably on Christmas Eve. One year, I would like that to happen. Wake up to a white winter wonderland on christmas morning. *sigh* Oh well, I hope everyone is having as great of a holiday season as I am!!