Frame of Reference

People who know me, know that I have a recurrent dream of tornados. Except in my dreams, the storm or tornado is a living/thinking thing and it's only purpose is me. Last night I had a pretty bad nightmare....two nightmares in fact. Dream #1 - I'm in a room on a mountain. Much like the cabin a stayed at recently. Except almost all of the walls are windows and it's dark outside, very dark. In the distance it starts lightening and I just know that it's coming. We are so high that each time the sky lights up I can see a town below and the outlines of the pine trees that surround this place. It's getting closer and it's coming fast. Out of nowhere my grandmother is standing in front of a window staring outside. "It's beautiful" she says. I can't see her face and I am very troubled. I have a very bad feeling. The lightening is almost continuous now and I can only see her outline. "Grandma....you need to move away from the window, it's not s...

There are no words to describe how I feel. This past weekend was incredible. I never thought that I could feel so "right" or so "accepted". And I never thought that one person could make me feel so strong and happy. It's a great feeling. And the only thoughts that live in my head are thoughts of next time. But in other news: o Grey's Anatomy is an incredible show....hello kitty. o I need to get back to the gym. o My drawing is coming along nicely I think, here's a WIP (work in progress) - It's Aishwarya Rai. I first saw her in Bride and Prejudice thanks to -H-. :p

I'm so excited. I leave for Florida in the morning! Usually I would just wake up a couple of hours early to pack, but I think I will be all responsible and pack tonight. Yyyaaayyy In other exciting news, I got Grey's Anatomy Season One yesterday! Normally this wouldn't be that big of a deal, but Wal-mart AND K-mart were both sold out. I had to hunt this thing down. So when I found it, I felt a rush of pride indeed...because you know, I'm cool --- Like a Boy.

I read an article where retailers are realizing that anit-valentines day merchandise was selling surprisingly well. I think that's great. I love the little heart candies that say BITE ME or F*CK YOU. It's just hilarious to me and actually a lot more fun to give, because it's just more fitting and would totally make that person laugh. And this isn't because I'm against love or whatever. NO! I just think being overly MOOSHY is kinda cheezy...and I should know since I am the Queen of cheesiness! In other news, I would like to send a virtual hug to H. Hasn't been the best day and I wish there was something I could do. SSSOOO *HHHUUUGGSSSS*

The weather service is predicting a lot of snow in our area tomorrow but they are so "hit and miss" that it is hard to get excited. We may not see anything or we may get like 8 inches! That would be nice. I would like to have at least one good snow, where they cancel work and the city shuts down. Playing out in the snow and taking a lot of winter pictures sounds very good to me right now. At least it is Friday! And even though I have had to postpone my trip yet again, I am still in good spirits. So as Martha would say "It's a good thing". I've been having insane cravings for pepperocini peppers! I can eat a whole jar in one sitting. This can't be good for you. I thought that by eating enough of what you are craving, that you stop craving that thing. But this doesn't seem to be working. Milk and peppers are my current addiction....and survivor! I LLLOOOVVVEEEE survivor. And for those of us who don't watch it, welllll you are just missing out is al...

LOL :p The vacation was great. I feel very rested and rejuvenated. The visit with my aunt was fantastic, we had a really good time. It was soooo cold though!! It was beautiful up there. Our cabin was very nice, although the floor plan was very open. You could hear just about everything on all three levels. We watched the super-bowl! A first for me. I have never actually watched a football game on TV before, so that was an experience. It was fun watching it with Danita and Scot. My mom, unfortunately, caught a stomach bug and had to go to bed with her stomach hurting. We played sequence, and air-hockey, and pool...which by the way HOLLY ROCKS AT POOL...so don't let her fool you if you ever play her. She's a shark. But I rock at air-hockey. I'm getting plenty of practice in! LOL There was also a hot tub on one of the porches. That was fun sitting in with the snow falling around us. So all in all, a great time was had. I'm glad to be home and in my own bed though. Work to...

It's Vacation time! I couldn't be more excited...well I could because I would love to be in Florida where it is WARM! BUT! I haven't seen snow in a very long time and I do need to get some winter photography done, so it all works out. Hopefully I will be able to relax and just kind of get away from the stress of my work and living situation. BUT! I will miss YOU HARRY!! *sniffle* On the news they are putting the county we are staying in under a winter storm warning. Good news! I just need to make sure and pack very warm clothes. We better not get stuck up there on that mountain though, I will KILL my family if I am forced into confined quarters with them for very long periods of time. I'm kidding....mostly. I will just have to sneak in a few phone calls to keep my sanity. So...I'll be seeing you!