Where am I now

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Tegan and Sara obsessed. I have listened to nothing else but their newest album "The Con" since I got it last week. I think because my life is so crazy right now I need 'something' to focus on. Their lyrics and voices are simply amazing. It's incredible how much I seem to connect to it. I saw them live two years ago in Nashville, but just this week my interest has gone through the roof. Honestly, blasting them in my headphones is ten times preferable to what's in my head already.
*Walks over and gets a soap box then balances on it with one foot before tapping the microphone*
You know what really really irritates me? I'm a very ambiguous person. I like to throw a lot of ideas out...but that doesn't necessarily mean I'm going to do it. Why do people have to keep nagging me about decisions I haven't even really made? Things happen and things change. And they wonder why I don't talk much.....
*hops down and kicks the box over the cliff*

Comments

  1. Inverseffect6:45 AM

    Well, I don't know exactly who these 'people' are but I'm sure I am among them. Possibly even CHIEF among them! Still, I think it is (However annoying) natural to assume you are considering a course of action when you throw it out as an idea. But then again I really don't think I have a clue what you're on about.

    As for Tegan And Sarah, I did enjoy the video. I like having that insight into the creative process. I guess I appreciate that much because I can relate to it. I love stories which essentially....When you have a title, it's open to interpretation and in a sense we create our own story to work around that title. IT's really interesting!

    YOuknow I'm here for you even when I'm not -HERE- per say. Know that and if you need to talk about anything let me know. I've always got an ear to lend. Sometimes even two!

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