The eve before The Eve

I cause the fleeing. Not necessary. There is no chasing.

I'm always the one being chased in my dreams. I had one of the strangest last night. I'm in a helicopter on the ground, next to a very huge sky rise. A man is piloting the aircraft and he's my brother. We're in a hurry and waiting on a very well-to-do woman and her brother (who is mentally handicapped and in a wheel chair). It's a cloudless sky yet there is...a cloud/substance as tall and wide as the building and touching the ground. It is so dense that it seems viscous. It's greyish black with large splotches of brown. It's moving slowly but steadily towards the building and the helicopter. The wind is picking up and I look towards the building. She's finally coming, pushing her brother in front of her. I hop out and lower the gear to get his chair on. We're all buckled in and my brother takes flight. We almost clear the roof. I can't stop looking at the cloud. It seems to be right on top of us. I plead with him not to fly into it, but I can tell that he wants to, just to scare me. The woman starts yanking on my shoulder and screaming that we need to go back down because she forgot something. I shake my head no. She says something to my brother and he begins to land again. I can sense a sort of excitement from the cloud. My heart starts beating furiously. I woke up tangled in blankets and sweating.

I've been listening to OceanLab non-stop. The remixes are alright, great for what I imagine a rave to be like but I prefer the originals. The more ambient sound is right up my alley. Some of my favorite lyrics:

~Breaking Ties~

And even though I may return To empty places on my own Where I remember everything you want me to forget.

~Come Home~

I don't know why you feel we can't just talk through... Not just walk through And leave me here
Rewind the lines and find the hidden meanings Ten more screenings Of our last fight
~On A Good Day~
Been talking to myself forever, yeah And how I wish I knew me better, yeah Still sitting on a shelf and never Never seen the sun shine brighter And it feels like me On a good day