So Many Yous...

You left me under the lightning.

You left me in the driveway.

You left me at the airport.

You left me.

You left when I was still small enough to fit in your arms.

You left me when you were clutching your stomach in my back seat.

You left me when I was holding your hand and the machines were breathing for you.

You left me for a boy.

You left me on the side of the road with a bloody knee.

You left me with a smile, even your dimples were showing.

You left me with false words because your eyes were telling the truth.

You left me in anger.

You left without another word.

You left without looking back.

You left me with tears in your eyes.

You left me with a whimper.

And I...

I caused it

I was the cause of it

I didn't have good karma.

I don't view the world the same.

I don't think like you do.

I wasn't sick.

I wasn't mature enough.

I wasn't what you wanted.

I wasn't truthful.

I hurt you.

I couldn't take care of you.

I wasn't strong enough.

But I love you.

All of yous...

With everything.

No countdown. No fanfare. It's not worth it.

Lesson learned.