A Ride I Live On
Step right up to the roller coaster that I call home.
I built it and it is all mine.
I share too much of myself. Mostly the bad things, the sob stories, the "martyr" "feel sorry for me" stories. I read a quote once but I can't remember who it's from. An author maybe. It said when a girl is having fun and completely happy... she has nothing to write about.
When attacks hit, there is no rationale. There is no compromising or talking ones self down.
There is staring at your phone. Swiping the screen to make sure it's still working and didn't somehow turn off by itself.
It's the last words that somebody said to you a long time ago that you've never forgotten.
It's giving ultimatums to everything and everyone around you, even if they are in your head. There is a quote from 28 days (not the zombie movie the sandra bullock movie). "If only everyone knew how you felt. How it felt to be inside of your skin and how it crawled." Or something like that. I can't remember.
If you knew how it felt, there is no way in good conscience, you would walk away from it. You wouldn't be able to. I guess that's the difference.
I built it and it is all mine.
I share too much of myself. Mostly the bad things, the sob stories, the "martyr" "feel sorry for me" stories. I read a quote once but I can't remember who it's from. An author maybe. It said when a girl is having fun and completely happy... she has nothing to write about.
When attacks hit, there is no rationale. There is no compromising or talking ones self down.
There is staring at your phone. Swiping the screen to make sure it's still working and didn't somehow turn off by itself.
It's the last words that somebody said to you a long time ago that you've never forgotten.
It's giving ultimatums to everything and everyone around you, even if they are in your head. There is a quote from 28 days (not the zombie movie the sandra bullock movie). "If only everyone knew how you felt. How it felt to be inside of your skin and how it crawled." Or something like that. I can't remember.
If you knew how it felt, there is no way in good conscience, you would walk away from it. You wouldn't be able to. I guess that's the difference.