A Bad Week
I'm not sure what to write about. This is one of those times that I don't think writing about it will help anyway.
My job sucks right now. I will leave it at that.
I've been having the most strange dreams. A common factor? Cars.
In one I was driving on a fairly deserted country road. It was very dark. I kept looking in my rearview mirror. I would see headlights and keep looking back. They would turn off the road. Another pair of headlights. They turned off the road as well. And then I look in the mirror and see a pair of headlights pretty far back. Just like any other, except this horrible, real, gigantic amount of dread fills me to the point that I can barely breath. I can't take my eyes from the mirror and I press the gas pedal to the floor but my car doesn't go any faster. My eyes are on the mirror when the headlights go black. Then I wake up.
Last night I'm driving a car in a city. Also deserted but it's daylight, yet very foggy. I'm lost, completely turned around. I'm driving fairly fast and my windshield fogs up. I can't see anything except through this little hole. I fiddle with my air conditioner/heater and it clears up. Then it starts snowing and the windshield fogs up again. I'm so afraid of hitting something, I slow down but I know that I can't stop driving. I become more frantic and start wiping at the windshield and trying to angle my head to see through this tiny hole that isn't fogged over. Then I wake up.
Also my foot is hurting.
My job sucks right now. I will leave it at that.
I've been having the most strange dreams. A common factor? Cars.
In one I was driving on a fairly deserted country road. It was very dark. I kept looking in my rearview mirror. I would see headlights and keep looking back. They would turn off the road. Another pair of headlights. They turned off the road as well. And then I look in the mirror and see a pair of headlights pretty far back. Just like any other, except this horrible, real, gigantic amount of dread fills me to the point that I can barely breath. I can't take my eyes from the mirror and I press the gas pedal to the floor but my car doesn't go any faster. My eyes are on the mirror when the headlights go black. Then I wake up.
Last night I'm driving a car in a city. Also deserted but it's daylight, yet very foggy. I'm lost, completely turned around. I'm driving fairly fast and my windshield fogs up. I can't see anything except through this little hole. I fiddle with my air conditioner/heater and it clears up. Then it starts snowing and the windshield fogs up again. I'm so afraid of hitting something, I slow down but I know that I can't stop driving. I become more frantic and start wiping at the windshield and trying to angle my head to see through this tiny hole that isn't fogged over. Then I wake up.
Also my foot is hurting.