All of the Tests

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Tomorrow is my first test. I'm nervous. Then I have one Monday and Wednesday. I've also been asked to tutor. I'm not sure if I can fit that in or not.
A lot of personal stuff happening.
I just want to finish school and start a new chapter.

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