Frame of Reference

Leave this space, stand over there you had your chance and you threw it away but don't go too far Respect the lines that are newly drawn you crossed the old ones and ripped them apart But don't stop talking Figure out what went wrong inside of you your moral compass is flawed you can't have cared But you are cared for Let this happen you can't do anything, please It's not yours any longer But what are you doing, anyway? I've had an epiphany! Absolutely everything has been said. So no more will be said. Simplicity rules the day and worry should be banned! Take heed and be happy.

I'm sure it's going to hurt worse in the morning

Sense of chaos I was never there when things were decided agreed upon, opinions formulated I didn't have a say Would I have said a word? In my way Its all in the explanations of intentions I can't seem to stuff my mind inside the box of logical sense My thoughts are vague and fantastical I cant pour them out of my mouth Without wrapping it wrong People left to assume I take responsibility I offer apologies deserved I need to figure myself out? What's more human and noble than attempting? I leaped, I fell, I failed... but I tried I yearned and I wanted and I felt with my head and my heart with every part of my being But I can't put those feelings into words I can't analyze I can't draw a blueprint I try But not always Am I so far off track? An Intervention on my behalf How can I fix this when I'm standing on ground that doesn't exist I get that I pulled the rug out from under my own feet I threw trust on its ass I felt fear, loss, uncertainty, doubt I...

I had a busy night at work. On Thursday it was pretty awful as far as food consumers went but last night was one of the better nights. I think everyone was pleased. If they weren't, they didn't complain about it. The weather has been beautiful here. It's crazy to think it looks like this today, somewhere! Absolutely gorgeous too but not quite 90 degrees!!

Karma Karma is giving your puppy a bath outside with very cold water from the hose, getting "the look" and then having the very wet puppy jump on your bed and roll on your pillow before giving you a shit eating grin.

I overdosed on Energy Drinks yesterday. I wish I could describe the horrible feelings that comes from it. It's not exactly jittery because you are crashing/tired but very "shaky". Sick to your stomach in such a way you wish you didn't have a stomach. Almost 'medicine head' like taking too much cold medicine. It was best to sleep, and I did, very quickly and very deeply. Woke up to light thunderstorms. It's such good sleeping weather that I wish I didn't have to go into work tonight. Got a haircut! Snazzy. She is back and Bailey is beside herself with enjoyment. She did so many spins that she's tuckered herself out and promptly fell asleep. She's not too tired to follow like a..... puppy dog the minute movement is detected.