Is enough ever enough?
Every time
The rain comes down,
Close my eyes and listen.
I can hear the lonesome sound
Of the sky as it cries.
Listen to the rain
Here it comes again
Hear it in the rain
Feel the touch
Of tears that fall
...They won't fall forever
In the way the day will flow
All things come,
All things go.
~Enya - It's In the Rain
How many bad days does it take for enough to be enough? I reached my limit this morning. Everyone at my job seemed to be in a bad mood and just because I wasn't, they chose to try and bring me down. It's malicious and I don't understand why. Misery doesn't love company, it loves itself. The only thing misery will bring is lonliness because no one will be able to or WANT to be around you. I worked this sunday so I had extra time saved up. At lunch I was ready to throw the towel in. I walked outside and it was raining and I was sort of caught up in a moment. I stood there and let the drops hit my face and I kept thinking that the grey skies and low clouds seemed so full of sadness. Of course, this was probably just me projecting. So here I sit at home trying to let all of the negative energy flow out of me. I'm tired of being a dumb sponge! o¿~
The rain comes down,
Close my eyes and listen.
I can hear the lonesome sound
Of the sky as it cries.
Listen to the rain
Here it comes again
Hear it in the rain
Feel the touch
Of tears that fall
...They won't fall forever
In the way the day will flow
All things come,
All things go.
~Enya - It's In the Rain
How many bad days does it take for enough to be enough? I reached my limit this morning. Everyone at my job seemed to be in a bad mood and just because I wasn't, they chose to try and bring me down. It's malicious and I don't understand why. Misery doesn't love company, it loves itself. The only thing misery will bring is lonliness because no one will be able to or WANT to be around you. I worked this sunday so I had extra time saved up. At lunch I was ready to throw the towel in. I walked outside and it was raining and I was sort of caught up in a moment. I stood there and let the drops hit my face and I kept thinking that the grey skies and low clouds seemed so full of sadness. Of course, this was probably just me projecting. So here I sit at home trying to let all of the negative energy flow out of me. I'm tired of being a dumb sponge! o¿~
You were well within your right to walk right out. I don't think I could put up half as well with the stuff that happens to you as you do. Still, maybe they will look to you witha little more respect because today you put your foot down and said, "NO! I wont have it!" They don't appreciate you the way they should. I'm really sorry cause I know you work hard. Well, for all they don't say just know that there are some of us who DO know all you do and greatly admire you for it. Simply, you're better than them and that whole mess.
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