Creeping Closer

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The day for my tests is creeping up closer and closer. It's the day after tomorrow in fact. I'm pretty nervous, but hopefully it will give me some answers. I just don't like having this day looming over me, actually getting everything done and then having to wait for another week to get any kind of results. I've never met anyone who actually likes waiting though. I suppose it's a very common complaint.
The drawings are going very slowly. I don't know why I can't just zoom through them. Such is the curse of a perfectionist. HAHA
Easter turned out pretty good for me. I got to sleep in really late and woke up to bunny shaped pancakes. Don't laugh, my mom has been doing that since I was a very little kid. I was joking that if I ever actually moved away that I would have to come back for Easter just so she could make them and carry on the tradition. We also had family over and had a salmon dinner. However, instead of watching a morally good movie such as the Ten Commandments or such, we watched 30 days of Night. I have to admit it was a lot better than I thought it was going to be. I really really liked the ending of it! Wasn't as scary as I was told either so I could actually watch the movie instead of covering my ears and burying my face in a pillow. All in all, a very good day.

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  1. Anonymous9:09 AM

    And here you are on the other side of that. How does it feel now? Do you feel relief having gotten it over with? Are you still anxious about your upcoming results? I do truly believe the worst is over now and soon you will be all nice and healed. *grins* I'm rooting for you kiddo! Buzz!

    As for the movie, I have heard it was not so hot. This is coming from Chris so Id on't know how to take that. Usually that's his kind of movie exactly but who knows now. He's a strange one, that boy.

    Anywaym you continue to be a very strong person who I deeply respect and admire. Whenever I feel myself getting weak, I think of you and your strength and it makes me ask myself 'Why are you being such a pussy!?' So that helps me to get over it...or atleast to do better. ^_^ yeah yeah! You're that wind beneath my wings and crap. Hahahahahahahah!

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