This Can Be Hard

I've sold a couple of necklaces, much to my surprise. I always hope for the best but prepare for the worst. So I was totally prepared for not selling anything! I'm still going strong withthem though. I like pushing the limits. I want to do things outside of the norm. See what is possible and all of that.

I think when things aren't really great around me, I tend to focus my energy on creative things. I've been saying that, "If my hands aren't busy doing something, then I will pull my hair out." This is very true. Especially recently. I feel like screaming or lying in bed and just crying. Of course, I also tend to feel the need to be VERY impulsive. Cutting my hair off, coloring it pink, getting pierced, tattooed, or whatever. Because at least I am in control of that. I suppose it's a good thing that I focus my energy on creating things. I think it's also a gift that I have so much patience.

So I saw a very cool video online about spray painting and decided to see if I could do it myself. I'm impressed with the ease and versatility of spray paint. Who knew?