This is New

It is officially the end of the Hangout Festival Weekend. Wow, is all that I can say at the moment. This evening (Sunday) has been the most profitable for me. Probably because two servers had to leave suddenly, but still. The crowd tonight was distinctly different, in my humble opinion. It got better towards the end. I think people were starving, drunk, and a little bit desperate for water.

Bailey is getting a lot of attention.

This song has been on my mind a lot lately: Straightjacket by Alanis Morissette. I love her vocabulary. I love HER!

Something so benign for me

construed as cruelty
Such a difference between

who I am and who you see

Conclusions you come to

of me routinely incorrect
I don’t know who you’re talking to

with such fucking disrespect

This shit’s making me crazy
The way you nullify what’s in my head
You say one thing do another
And argue that’s not what you did
Your way’s making me mental
How you filter as skewed interpret
I swear you won’t be happy til
I am bound in a straight jacket

Talking with you’s like talking to a sive

that can’t hear me
You fight me tooth and nail to

disavow what’s happening

Your resistance to a mirror

I feel screaming from your body
One day I’ll introduce myself

and you’ll see you’ve not yet met me

Grand dissonance
The strings of my puppet are cut
The end of an era
Your discrediting’s lost my consent