Bridges

Can you sit through this,

Or is it gonna be too deep?

So very close to what you had expected

It makes it hard to keep my head up

I got a picture of the way

The world has summed me up

I'm ready to take the fall

I'll take the blame

We pay for the stupid things

We've done where I come from

The night still confuses me

I wake up exhausted it's not morning

And wake up out of air, the night's too short.

I sit all night, I sit still all night

I get so sad

So scared

That all my feelings

They up and leave me

Would you take a straight and narrow critical look at me?

When you're sure nothing could be further from the cold hard truth

I'm a car crash

But I have to get up

There's a war inside of me

And I'm not proud

That nothing will seem easy about me

Something's so sick about this

It's a silly time to learn to swim

When you start to drown

Last night I was writing about you

Please, before I tell you I'm not worth the worry, hurry.

I deserve a stay, a second thought

I know my screaming and shouting won't keep you

You went away

Threw out believable yesterday.

Cause you said that you can't stand me

Left hook

You've got dead aim

So I went away

I was sure that you can't stand me

And there's not a lot for you to feel if you're not feeling it

Now your hands are tired

I know you plan out everything that you want to say

Your lungs fill with discourse.

You call me up, let me know that

My sick guilt's

So unwelcome

I hear sadness inside you

Pull my ears

Back with the words

Direct pain effectively

I know you don't mean to be mean

I know you're scared even though you say that you're not

I wish that we didn't have to go about things this way

I don't want to be part of the problem

Then there's you screaming - say something

Everything I say I say to me first

Everything I do I do to me first

I imagine you when I was distant

Non-insistent

Remember when I was

So strange and likeable?

You couldn't stop the world for a moment

All I dreamed up, all that seemed like luck seems silly to you now.

When I feel like this

When I get so sick of myself

Heartbearts hurt

And every second I spend waiting

I feel the knife going in

I'm feeling anxious

The sight of me not moving

The sight of my hands

In a flash it's back to you, just brought attention to the mess.

You seperate from my body, you need consistence from somebody.

Where are you going now without me

Yes I know the feeling,

Maybe I would have been

Something you'd be good at

I deserve this angusih on my house.

You want the marrying type, a commitment

Can't help myself, if it's a fit it'll fit

I'll be there as always feet submerged

Hard-hearted don't worry I'm ready for a fight.

I feel like a fool

So I'm going to stop troubling you

(All Tegan and Sara lyrics rearranged. Sometimes -my- words are just shit.)