Survivor
Well, I survived until payday. I think things are going well at my new job. I really like the self management that I am allowed. I can come and go as I please. I don't really have anyone telling me exactly what to do and I can listen to my ipod! I think that is the coolest thing. I found a radio station that we can both listen to, (soft rock), though I can tell that my co-worker would rather have silence sometimes. I just can't stand the commercials, at all. Over and over, the same commercials. I don't know how people do it.
I passed my assessment with flying colors and in record time. Another thing that should weigh less on my twitching back. I have another test on Wednesday. I'm pretty confident it well go well. The only thing to worry about is interference.
I had a dream about a hamster last night. I carried it everywhere. It got cancer. Started getting tumors and losing patches of hair. I couldn't figure out what to do, because I didn't want to see it suffering but I couldn't just let it go either. I cleaned it's cage and fed it lettuce. Then there was a flood and everything was destroyed. I was swept into a brown river with rapids and quickly found myself underwater not knowing which way was up. Flashes of my family played in my head like strobe lights. The pictures were black and white. They were lying on a white bed. They looked to be asleep but there was something unnatural about their body positions. I grabbed a rock underneath me and ripped my hands in the process. I finally got my head above water and felt the rock go mushy, like it was a body disintegrating instead of a rock.
Despite highly disturbing dreams, I have hopes that today is going to be a good day. I get to wear jeans and britney spears' videos are playing on mtv. If that's not a sign of good things, I don't know what is.
I passed my assessment with flying colors and in record time. Another thing that should weigh less on my twitching back. I have another test on Wednesday. I'm pretty confident it well go well. The only thing to worry about is interference.
I had a dream about a hamster last night. I carried it everywhere. It got cancer. Started getting tumors and losing patches of hair. I couldn't figure out what to do, because I didn't want to see it suffering but I couldn't just let it go either. I cleaned it's cage and fed it lettuce. Then there was a flood and everything was destroyed. I was swept into a brown river with rapids and quickly found myself underwater not knowing which way was up. Flashes of my family played in my head like strobe lights. The pictures were black and white. They were lying on a white bed. They looked to be asleep but there was something unnatural about their body positions. I grabbed a rock underneath me and ripped my hands in the process. I finally got my head above water and felt the rock go mushy, like it was a body disintegrating instead of a rock.
Despite highly disturbing dreams, I have hopes that today is going to be a good day. I get to wear jeans and britney spears' videos are playing on mtv. If that's not a sign of good things, I don't know what is.