Rolling stones

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Bailey had her staples out this morning. It took all of three minutes. She was not having the nurse take her back. She knows as soon as someone different is holding her leash. It's like a sixth sense. I had to walk her back and then they had to literally pick her up and carry her because she would not walk with the lady. Her nails kept scraping. I knew it would be better if I wasn't back there though. I had just sat back down and I heard her coming back down the hallway. I didn't hear a yelp or a scream or anything. I'm so happy. I was very worried that it was going to be a problem. She had 18 staples in her stomach!!
They then handed me this picture ->


Say hello to Bailey's stones. The ruler on the left are MILLIMETERS!! 

I had the second meeting with the chiropractor and the trigger machine. I love that machine but I'm skeptical on this helping at all. I HAVE noticed that on my ONE DAY OFF, my back doesn't hurt at all. What's that about?? It can't be a pinched nerve then... can it? It's gotta be psychosomatic.
My sister is naming her child a name that I picked out. Kayden. I gave her my list of baby names that I wanted for my own baby. It's a very odd feeling. Happy that she picked one, sad that it's not for my child. Or am I? I don't think that I know any more. 



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