Connection
I had a three hour lay over in Miami International before my connection. I would like to say that the people of Miami are awesome and nice, but no one that populates that airport is actually from Miami. And... I don't speak Spanish so I probably missed 80% of what was being said, basically everywhere! I purchased a fish sandwich at the restaurant and read more about the Paris attacks. Said more were imminent. It's a scary time we live in and yet I feel such distance. I hope this trip reconnects me with everything. The world, my fellow humans, space, time.
I also purchased a book even though I know that I should be studying my school work. I just need a break. I'm so tired all of the time and I'm frankly tired of being tired. I wake up tired and I go to bed tired. I know joy and happiness and tired. My guy friend at work is back and I feel like a huge hole that was gaping is now filled. It scares me that I let that happen at all. Look at the consequences of letting people close to you. Is it worth it? Right now, I don't think so.
But back to the palm trees which aren't native to this airport or this state and the salsa music which sounds more Cuban than anything and I can't wait to board the next flight. Something about being above it all.
I also purchased a book even though I know that I should be studying my school work. I just need a break. I'm so tired all of the time and I'm frankly tired of being tired. I wake up tired and I go to bed tired. I know joy and happiness and tired. My guy friend at work is back and I feel like a huge hole that was gaping is now filled. It scares me that I let that happen at all. Look at the consequences of letting people close to you. Is it worth it? Right now, I don't think so.
But back to the palm trees which aren't native to this airport or this state and the salsa music which sounds more Cuban than anything and I can't wait to board the next flight. Something about being above it all.