Put it On

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This is when 'we' put the blinders on and trudge through. I have four, yes four, exams this week and that is NOT counting finals next week. I also have a project in GIS due that is worth 20% of my grade. I feel as if I have forgotten everything I've learned this semester over Thanksgiving break. Hopefully it'll all come back to me, it's all coming back to me....... nnnooowwwww. (Celine)
Quite a bit of doctors appointments that I am stressing over. Noah being put under is really keeping me up at night, but I know that it has to be done. I can't stand him being in pain. And then there is the constant nagging of... am I doing too much? Should I just let the kid be? But he is excelling beyond anyone's imagination as far as speech therapy is going. Should we do OT? Well, it's just an evaluation, right? His speech therapist said she doesn't see him staying in the program beyond December, he has caught up that quickly. I am beyond proud of that little guy. We have seen an explosion of improvement.
School, work, dog-sitting... Gatlinburg on fire. The world is a crazy place. Looking forward to my 'vacation'. Just have to make it that far.


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