Tested
I'm still battling the stomach bug. I get hungry, I get sick, I get a headache, repeat.
Crazy dream about being in a building, a large building. I look outside and it's a beautiful day but I sense something is wrong. Something is coming. Next thing I know a huge wave, a la Poseidon completely smashed us. It caused chaos across the entire globe, odd. We turned into a Zion, complete with frantic coupling and such. Things turned into slow motion and the song from wonder years started playing. I woke up to the lyric "And what would you do... if I sang out of tune... would you get up and walk out on me."
The test went well, I think. Get the results on Monday. It was kind of ... eyebrow raising. I was the only one in dress pants. Everyone else was wearing jeans and a t-shirt or hoodies. Hhhmmm. The only red flag is that I will have to go to the academy 3 hours away for 3 weeks and how exactly am I going to go to school during that? That's only if I pass the test and get called in for an interview and pass that.
I'm stuck between taking one day at a time and getting myself in a better situation than I am currently in.
And just for the record, it takes two. Two people are needed to communicate. It is not all on me and I'm going to stop carrying that shit around. I will accept my part and it was a sucky thing, but life is too short to think things are permanent. Words are words, actions are actions. Everything is in motion and nothing is set in stone. Punk.
Crazy dream about being in a building, a large building. I look outside and it's a beautiful day but I sense something is wrong. Something is coming. Next thing I know a huge wave, a la Poseidon completely smashed us. It caused chaos across the entire globe, odd. We turned into a Zion, complete with frantic coupling and such. Things turned into slow motion and the song from wonder years started playing. I woke up to the lyric "And what would you do... if I sang out of tune... would you get up and walk out on me."
The test went well, I think. Get the results on Monday. It was kind of ... eyebrow raising. I was the only one in dress pants. Everyone else was wearing jeans and a t-shirt or hoodies. Hhhmmm. The only red flag is that I will have to go to the academy 3 hours away for 3 weeks and how exactly am I going to go to school during that? That's only if I pass the test and get called in for an interview and pass that.
I'm stuck between taking one day at a time and getting myself in a better situation than I am currently in.
And just for the record, it takes two. Two people are needed to communicate. It is not all on me and I'm going to stop carrying that shit around. I will accept my part and it was a sucky thing, but life is too short to think things are permanent. Words are words, actions are actions. Everything is in motion and nothing is set in stone. Punk.
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