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I stepped funny on my ankle today in the rain, at work, doing another 12 hour shift. It didn't hurt at the time but each hour that has gone by has seen the pain increase. I can't help but imagine that I tore something and there is internal bleeding that will form a clot and kill me in my sleep.
I keep replaying the "Okay, you're right. Goodbye then." in my head, over and over, ad nauseam. I only said it because I didn't want to fight. But like with everything else, I didn't fix it. I didn't explain.