4x
She did ok. They are keeping her an extra night for observation. Her gallbladder was 4x it's normal size. The anesthesiologist was impressed and I don't think that's a good thing.
Not feeling it today. I had a short fuse and it feels absolutely horrible to lose your patience with a child. I know they don't understand the stress and the amount of shit that's going on... and thank god for that. They don't need to. That's what I'm here for. To catch that shit and make their life amazing. Make sure it doesn't trickle down. I can't even describe the guilt I feel for telling them to just stop talking, to be quiet because my head is pounding, because I need 7 more minutes to finish this paper.
Why would the father ask about my mother yet hasn't asked once about his children?????
Feeling a lot of regrets tonight. Just sad. Preview of what could be and I thought I was strong enough. I'm not.
Not feeling it today. I had a short fuse and it feels absolutely horrible to lose your patience with a child. I know they don't understand the stress and the amount of shit that's going on... and thank god for that. They don't need to. That's what I'm here for. To catch that shit and make their life amazing. Make sure it doesn't trickle down. I can't even describe the guilt I feel for telling them to just stop talking, to be quiet because my head is pounding, because I need 7 more minutes to finish this paper.
Why would the father ask about my mother yet hasn't asked once about his children?????
Feeling a lot of regrets tonight. Just sad. Preview of what could be and I thought I was strong enough. I'm not.
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