Slight Tremble
Things are keep-on keeping on. Managing to stay ahead of the curve on my assignments. The internship is a lot of hands-on, lets drop her in the deep end and see if she sinks kind of fun. We are going out in the field a lot, I am working on the computer a lot. I've learned this city is scary as far as unseen contaminants in the environment. Yeesh.
Been eating better and exercising a bit. Still not how much I should be. I feel like I'm still riding strong on the roller coast of losing a sister and becoming caregiver to two kids. My mind is still processing that and often times I'm just exhausted. I lose myself in cooking, in snacks, in kids books and bed times and bath times, etc. There isn't much room left for working on me or my body issues. Those are the words of the unmotivated though. I've also learned that if I want something I can accomplish it, no matter the obstacle.
A couple of tremors in my hand. Have I pulled a muscle? Strained a tendon? Those who know me know that I am a bit neurotic about hands, my hands specifically. Something to watch.
Been eating better and exercising a bit. Still not how much I should be. I feel like I'm still riding strong on the roller coast of losing a sister and becoming caregiver to two kids. My mind is still processing that and often times I'm just exhausted. I lose myself in cooking, in snacks, in kids books and bed times and bath times, etc. There isn't much room left for working on me or my body issues. Those are the words of the unmotivated though. I've also learned that if I want something I can accomplish it, no matter the obstacle.
A couple of tremors in my hand. Have I pulled a muscle? Strained a tendon? Those who know me know that I am a bit neurotic about hands, my hands specifically. Something to watch.
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