Another End
It didn't end how I expected it to. I thought there would be more fanfare, more acknowledgement, more... something. There wasn't. There were no hugs, no cake, no whip cream to the face. Five years and a quiet exit through the back door of the kitchen. The more I think about it, the more I think how appropriate that is. I left how I came ... silently.
I'm so nervous about tomorrow. My head is full of such conflicting thoughts and emotions. I keep hearing and seeing signs. It's frustrating. It's frustrating not knowing the future.
A car accident happened in my rearview mirror on Friday. I watched it unfold in slow motion. I am so lucky that I didn't get hit. It's almost eerie how I didn't. A domino rear end.
A lot of strange things are happening. I try to be realistic but keep an open mind. It almost feels like someone or something is really really trying to get my attention though.
I'm so nervous about tomorrow. My head is full of such conflicting thoughts and emotions. I keep hearing and seeing signs. It's frustrating. It's frustrating not knowing the future.
A car accident happened in my rearview mirror on Friday. I watched it unfold in slow motion. I am so lucky that I didn't get hit. It's almost eerie how I didn't. A domino rear end.
A lot of strange things are happening. I try to be realistic but keep an open mind. It almost feels like someone or something is really really trying to get my attention though.