T-Minus
In a little over 4 hours, it will have officially started. I'm having those same panicky thoughts that I've had before.
What am I doing?
Why am I doing this?
The restaurant people contacted me. They said they missed me and congratulations and asked if I was coming back anytime soon. A part of me wrote a text back that said 'yes'. But I just looked at my phone and the blinking cursor for a few minutes before turning the screen black and slipping it into my pocket.
What am I doing?
I listen to music. Fun. Some Nights. "Some nights I stay up cashing in my bad luck".
"Some nights I wish my lips could make a castle."
I watched the music video for Alanis' new song "Guardian". It reminded me of my grandmother. It also reminded me of Natalie Merchant and the 90s.
I watched the music video for Pink's new song "Blow me one last kiss". I liked the part when she was in a suit, dancing. It mostly made me squint because the lighting and focus were so funky.
I should be sleeping.
What am I doing?
What am I doing?
Why am I doing this?
The restaurant people contacted me. They said they missed me and congratulations and asked if I was coming back anytime soon. A part of me wrote a text back that said 'yes'. But I just looked at my phone and the blinking cursor for a few minutes before turning the screen black and slipping it into my pocket.
What am I doing?
I listen to music. Fun. Some Nights. "Some nights I stay up cashing in my bad luck".
"Some nights I wish my lips could make a castle."
I watched the music video for Alanis' new song "Guardian". It reminded me of my grandmother. It also reminded me of Natalie Merchant and the 90s.
I watched the music video for Pink's new song "Blow me one last kiss". I liked the part when she was in a suit, dancing. It mostly made me squint because the lighting and focus were so funky.
I should be sleeping.
What am I doing?