Day Back

How my day went down. A play by play.

2:30a.m. - I don't think I should do this. What was I thinking?!?! Hit snooze.
2:45a.m. - Don't be a baby, stop thinking about it! Hit snooze.
2:50a.m. - Get text from aunt. A picture of her "before" her lap band stomach surgery.
                 She weighs the same exact amount that I weigh right now. Well that's PEACHY!!
                 Shove my phone under my pillow.
3:00a.m. - Just sit up. Sit up and then go to the bathroom. You wrote the email. You can do this.
3:10a.m. - Sitting on the side of the bed. Nope, I shouldn't.
3:11a.m. - Put your shirt on. Get dressed and then make a decision.
3:15a.m. - Brush your teeth AND THEN make a decision. Everything is better after that.

From 3:50a.m. until 6a.m. I get to hear how stupid I am.

8:30a.m.   - Starting to throb but not nearly as bad as I thought. I am a badass. I can do anything!
11:30a.m. - I want to go home. Why is it so hot in here? Why is my foot 10x hotter than my body??
12:30p.m. - I can't feel my toes and my head is killing me.

12:44p.m.  - Email about HOUSE SHIT I DON'T UNDERSTAND
12:45p.m.  - Write emails, receive emails, talk on the phone. Frustrated. Compartmentalize.
1:00p.m.   - My overly large boot is hard to get off. Uh-oh. Just elevate it!! Take a nap. You'll be fine.

3:00p.m.   - I can feel the boundaries of my foot pushing against the cast. I can't wiggle my toes.
3:05p.m.   - I grind my teeth and get very angry at myself and at the situation and at the day.
3:06p.m.   - Get angry at everyone around me and in my life.

3:10p.m.   - Caiden walks up to me and pokes my nose. "NNOOOSSSSHHHEEE??"
3:11p.m.   - Laugh and breath and pick little man up and proceed to tickle him.

5:00p.m.   - Every step hurts. I can wiggle my toes but it's still so hot!! Like burning hot.
5:30p.m.   - Call work. Not going in. I should wait a couple of more days.

6:00p.m.   - Finish watching FURY with Brad Pitt. Was hoping for a happy ending but it was
                    Incredibly, INCREDIBLY depressing.

8:20p.m.   - Write a fully involved, narcissistic blog post that I find highly amusing.



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