Rains

It should have rained today
taken the tension out of the air in tendons
Saturated typeface
How words are just made up lines and feet
that never walk anywhere
Not like my heart that speaks without letters
or my eyes that sees things between meanings
Words have none
It's the actions behind them - that's a lie
The actions are staring right at you
the past clouds eyes like steel lashes
You can't even trust what you see
Because you're heart keeps whispering
unspoken fears of past wrong doings
Patience is a word you don't want to hear
or read or maybe even see
Even disbelieve apologies, just a word
Meaningless
How many times did she tell him to leave
you think
I will never be half the man but I can be
Inspired in a way
Tell me you're in this too