Suddenly I see...

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The sky is so incredibly blue today. It's a nice break from the constant overcast greyness and morning/afternoon thunderstorms. It's also slightly cool but -very- sunny. I approve.
It was a good morning today. I was able to wear my charcoal scrubs. They were just a little too tight to wear a couple of weeks ago, but I have been trying to watch what I eat and take extra walks. It's very encouraging to see results!
My hair is driving me insane! I haven't had it this long since high school and I want to get it cut very bad. However, I am in a wedding on May 6 and we are all having our hair done in up-do's. I have been grumbling and complaining about how I can't -wait- to get it all cut off, and then someone goes and says, "Oh, but I think you look better with longer hair. It makes you look more slim." *blink* Gee, thanks. I know, I know....you should always do what -you- want and what makes -you- happy. I know. But still!! :op

Comments

  1. Anonymous7:29 AM

    WELL, I would have to say (first of all that I didn't see this yesterday! AND I CHECKED for entries too! *POUTS) you do look wonderful with your hair th eway it is. I've always said that I love your hair and your crazy little wisps that fly out. They have personality! It's so adorable. BUT I do think that you need to be able to feel happy about your own hair. If cutting off your hair is going to keep you from growling at it all of the time...Then go with it. Still...o.O People sure do talk alot! I think your ass already knows that you are slim! SOooo you know! Keep at it. WE WILL SURVIVE!!!
    And once again...CONGRATULATIONS!!!!! ^__^ I'm really happy your scrubs fit. In no time at all too! You're so good.

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