Death

If I were to die... soon.... I wonder if people would know how I felt about things. I've heard that song Turn, Turn, Turn, easily 8 times in the past week alone. Whether it's at work, on the radio, in a commercial. It's messing with me.

I'd like to think that people who are close to me know that.... well, know how I feel. I would hope that. It makes me think of that Tegan and Sara song too. Soil, Soil. About burying letters.

I would hope that people would see me as a good person. Lost. And goodness knows I've dug holes that I'm still trying to climb out of. I've made horrible mistakes. I should have had a stronger character. But I'm a person who is so incredibly grateful for the opportunity to fall.

I also want it known that I do not, nor have I ever, judged my sibling. Just for the record.