Pencils are Stacked

I've never heard silence so loud.

I love Dia Frampton's cover of Losing My Religion. I've listened to it a lot. I think she gives it a new twist.

I've also listened to Kill Hannah. The vocals sounds similar to Silversun pickups but their music is a bit too aggressive for me. I don't connect to any song except Vultures.

Florence + the Machine "Heavy in Your Arms" makes me cry. I like the song Howl.

I feel so helpless. I feel like I missed that day in school where they taught you what to protect, what to give, how much, what to hold back, and how to help. How to love from a distance. How to handle when loving someone hurts them. Tough love is shit invented to make someone feel better.

I maintain everything is hard. Anything worth keeping is going to be hard. There is no magic switch, no pill, no injections, or no electrical current that holds a cure to anything. She has to stop searching outside of herself for happiness. It just sucks that we can't bring a little bit of happiness to her.