The 9 of 9

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Today hasn't been much better in the way of having enough energy to write this thing. However, I take pride in making entries and creating a time capsule of my life. After school today I had to ask myself, "What the hell was I thinking?" I have a full time job and I'm doing school full time? I have my first exam one week from today in a subject that I am not confident in at all. My plan is to get everything in my peripheral classes done in the next two days and then focus EVERYTHING that I have on Chemistry. I hope that tonight I have dreams about Greek art because I've been doing math the past two nights in my sleep. Just keep on keeping on and get through it. You have to wake up and keep going. I'm too tired to articulate exactly what I am learning, just let it be known that I am learning a lot (I'm not talking about educational information, this is learning about me and who I am). Who would have thunk that I just have to take a pass on being deep?
Did anyone else know that the beautiful WHITE marble sculptures from the Greek period were fucking painted?? How cheap and awful is that? Totally blows my mind. Can you picture DAVID painted in flesh tone with red on his lips and yellow for his hair? No. No you can't, cause that's crazy! But they were, as evidenced by x-ray and UV experimental techniques.

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