1,000
Well, here it is, my 1,000th post. As a throwback, here is my very first post, ever:
A lot of things has happened in my life. I've reconnected and disconnected with my biological father. I fell in love, fell out of love, fell in love, realized how bad of a person I could be. How much I could hurt other people that I truly cared about. Learned how much I could be hurt. Multiple times. Had my heart ripped out. Moved states, lost multiple animals, started school, graduated, started school again. Lost 50 pounds, gained 50 pounds. Got jobs, lost jobs, quit jobs.
Tried things I never knew that I was capable of which I still do to this day... I do things that scare me. I do things that I don't think that I can do... because I can, in the end. I can do anything!
Well, chemistry is proving difficult as was painting, but I conquered it and I will conquer chemistry. Because that's what I do.
I may not be crass and call people bitches or hoes. I might show respect and I might be too serious. I might over think every single situation in my life. But I might just make you laugh at the best times too. I might prove incredibly clever and witty and take your hand and pull you through something that you didn't think you could do either. I might take you and your family to a place to create amazing memories and ask for nothing in return except to stand next to you. I might meet your sister outside of a grocery store, or have dinner with your parents in a weird living room.
I've done a lot of things since 2005. I've experienced a lot, I've lived a lot and seen a lot. I might be too serious, but I might just enjoy the deeper side of life. What if I am your challenge?
This is me and I really hope to write 1,000 more entries and be able to "quote" this entry as another stepping stone in this gorgeous and fulfilling life that I have led. God, have I learned so much!!
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
A lot of things has happened in my life. I've reconnected and disconnected with my biological father. I fell in love, fell out of love, fell in love, realized how bad of a person I could be. How much I could hurt other people that I truly cared about. Learned how much I could be hurt. Multiple times. Had my heart ripped out. Moved states, lost multiple animals, started school, graduated, started school again. Lost 50 pounds, gained 50 pounds. Got jobs, lost jobs, quit jobs.
Tried things I never knew that I was capable of which I still do to this day... I do things that scare me. I do things that I don't think that I can do... because I can, in the end. I can do anything!
Well, chemistry is proving difficult as was painting, but I conquered it and I will conquer chemistry. Because that's what I do.
I may not be crass and call people bitches or hoes. I might show respect and I might be too serious. I might over think every single situation in my life. But I might just make you laugh at the best times too. I might prove incredibly clever and witty and take your hand and pull you through something that you didn't think you could do either. I might take you and your family to a place to create amazing memories and ask for nothing in return except to stand next to you. I might meet your sister outside of a grocery store, or have dinner with your parents in a weird living room.
I've done a lot of things since 2005. I've experienced a lot, I've lived a lot and seen a lot. I might be too serious, but I might just enjoy the deeper side of life. What if I am your challenge?
This is me and I really hope to write 1,000 more entries and be able to "quote" this entry as another stepping stone in this gorgeous and fulfilling life that I have led. God, have I learned so much!!