A Doozy

I woke up from a very disturbing nightmare. I won't go into all of the little details, but the main part consisted of me trapped in a tree or a very large bush. The bush was covered in spider webs, but ones that were very thick, like silk worm nests. The more I struggled to get free, the more I got bit by spiders. I finally freed myself and started brushing the spiders off of me, however, every time I would brush one off it would burrow under my skin. I had a sharp pain in my foot and looked down to see it was very swollen. I knew that spiders were filling it up. I looked around and saw a hatchet. I grabbed it and used the blade to gently cut the top of my foot. My skin broke open like a cracked egg and was filled with worms and putrified flesh. No blood.
I woke up very angry or grouchy. This frustrated me greatly because I knew it was a choice and I really did not want my day to be a bad one. All morning I tried everything to pull myself out of this awful mood. I haven't been angry for no apparent reason since I was a teenager. I just couldn't shake it.
It's probably stress from the god awful amount of work that I've waited until the last minute to do. Or lack of sleep. And having 4, count them 4, employees telling me that I looked tired/sick. SERIOUSLY?! Who does that?
A very hot shower helped, then I knocked out a few assignments which also helped. I made an awesome dinner of chicken marsala, mini bow-tie pasta, and french cut green beans... which didn't help cause I had a crap load of dishes. I don't know if I'm going to finish this stupid project by tomorrow, but here's hoping. Fingers crossed and all that.

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