A fortune

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This is my horoscope for today:

You are in no mood to be challenged today and may react defensively, even if you are not the target of someone's resistance. A lingering issue could push you dangerously close to an emotional meltdown. You can feel the heat rising from the bottom of the volcano and are driven to express your unresolved issues. Nevertheless, it works in your favor if you make your point in a constructive manner. Being sensitive to everyone else's feelings allows you to deliver your message in a way that is well received.
A lingering issue --- yeah. One I want to put to bed. One I want to stop thinking about, stop being reminded of. I feel like I have OCD and these thoughts are stuck on repeat in my head like cassette tapes or a song that I loved at first and now it's literally driving me insane. I have every vowel memorized, every response practiced, every possible situation played out, literally a thousand times. I just want it to stop. Reading helps. Homework helps. Sleep helps. But I know that those are temporary bandaids. I need to fix the source and I just don't know how. I am way smarter than this!!!!! Why can't I just look at the facts and be okay with them? I am logical in every other aspect of my life. This is possibly the most frustrating, painful, thing that I have EVER experienced.
But, I also know that I can be overly dramatic. I can talk myself out of spirals most of the time and I know in my heart that I am on the right track. I am going to be doing great things with good people and my life is going to change drastically in just a few weeks.

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